Desolated streams..

Due to a feeling or other the scars remain.no matter what..no matter who.it's something you have printted down in the bottom of your heart.Stretched ..glued..hidden in the sand..covered with huge stones ..waiting for the dusty rain to burry it away..A flash of a memorie..Insignificant at first  but lets face it ..you still can't let it go..Time passes and i'm conscious that it doesn't care but it forces you to carry on..in the tumultuous dust ..bareness..loneliness ..fooling yourself that everything will work out  but come on..

  I'm done with fairytales!!

Love is not a victory march but it's a cold and broken Hallelujah....

Looming in the horizone

I believe that that everyone has a missing peace of puzzle hiddem somewhere in this  tumultuous world.
A key that unlocks your soul and your deepest secrets just by giving you a glance when you're down in the dumps.When you're on an obscure and lonely route and you feel like you're being haunted by ill angels , you know who to confide to.When your thoughts are swept along like an avalanche or like a praire fire I know my best friend  will always be there..
This unconditional love can help you arise from the ash when you feel that you're tempered by guilt and fear ..Knowing that someone will stand by your side you will certainly conquer a crown and you will fashion an empire's glory .
However ,I would like to say that from my point of view ,true friends will always be there for eachother no matter what and everyone once in a while feels like stuking his head , oistrich -like in the sand and needs someone to help him see his problems froma different angle

On top of things

Ever had a wish? A wish soo big that seemed so incredible ...a wish so big that you're afraid to say it out loud because it might be taken from you....I believe everyone has one...A thought that makes your heart to skip a beat...and to feel your blood pump upon your veins ...No one can keep you away from it...This feeling it's just the fear of strike but as a substance it won't fade away if you realy believe in it...Dream . Hope.Believe that you can become the best version of yourself and this is something no one can take away from you.I was scared....was scared to disappoint my beloved ones ...to dissapoint me...but unless you try you'll never know.So, dear stranger, fight for it!Believe in it with all your heart !!!Never be afraid of telling everyone you're future plans.You will succed !!I guarantee!!

This is what i've learned recently...And I promise myself that I will make my life worth living..no matter what..