Games

My thoughts are so loud that I can hear them screaming..
Every time I close my eyes I see you standing there motionless
With a sharp look that cuts my veins  in tiny pieces
For the first time i can't understand your eyes..
For the first time I see you blank on the inside .. confused in a sea of ice without any way out..
I see you've changed..
There are so many things that I could tell you but my lips are frozen because of your coldness.
Destiny has a way of turning you back...but what if is not for real?
What if you're just another lesson that i need to understand?
Is the high worth the pain?
How come you can play with fire when you love the ice?
I'm done playing games and scenes inside my mind.

Fear

A deep sensation  that everything is  going its way.
A feedback from the velvet  clouds that you are not alone in this masquerade..
Fear doesn't have a proper definition....
Something that wrapes  its wings over you and can't run away, you can't hide.
A prediction of an unknown slender that can't be unbroken.
A deep saddens that sings the song of the stars..A song that keeps hunting you for decades...
But you must not let it near you ..
You must fight until its gone
You control your emotions not otherwise.