I was here.

Magic

I have alway loved the thing that did not fit in the big picture..and  I don't even know why, or maybe I do , maybe the air of mystery brings me to places that I've never dreamt to see.
Maybe the dust.. the memories ..the past  keep on dictating my steps..
I am just searching for the road to happiness..but am I ?in fact,I am sure now that I keep on running from it because I am afraid that the magic will fade.
The puzzle one day will be complete and I wouldn't want that to happen..and maybe that is why I keep on repeating the same mistakes..
One thing is for sure, we all have magic inside of us , beside the flesh and blood there is somehing that we cannot describe , the way our  body works is just pure magic and the sad part is that sometimes we forget how unique and special we really are.We don't need to prove others anything , we just have to keep looking for the spark of that divine light that we own.

Overdose

You ...you....I have pictured you in far too many details that in the end were impossible to sketch.
It seems  legit to be honest about you..even now in the final moment.
You were too easy for me to understand.You were not full of doubts , you were not asking for the underlying truth about this mad world and maybe that was  the reason I ran away.
I couldn't handle your perfect wings because mine were too broken and I was afraid to  fall if my legs didn't feel the grownd.
Even so your perfection melt my heart  even more than I expected and I will not tolerate so much cruelty..
Knocking on other souls' door should be considered a crime because once the fire is provoked there is no coming  back...

You came in a higher dose than I expected  and my vitals couldn't handle your cold hands .Don't forget your gloves next time.







You asked me once  if I was ever going to write something about you..but my lips froze and I couldn't answer..
You had to break my heart first.-that was the real answer.