joi, 30 iunie 2016

Love

Love.Promises...Betreyal...Experience..Forgiveness...Sex..Breathless...Cigarettes...Nights....Memories....
.Spring..7...Hurt...Lost...Night Stands...Strong ..Music...Wine ..Drama ..Green eyes...Brown eyes...You..Yes..Both of you..Mistakes.Tired
  
I don't even know how to begin...It's  been so much..like far too much..And I haven't been able to put the piesces together..I loved someone  who didn't love me back and I hurt someone who did  love me because I was too  broken to feel anything....And now that it's all over i can finally see the big picture of everything...or at least I pretend to see it bcause everything is so fucked up...I have lost my ability to feel because I did feel too much...It's a blessing and a curse..And I can't be honest..not even in my writings..I really need to see the road that is in front of me and I need to stop looking back to  memory lane cause what is done is done...You can't go back..you can't change what you did and who you were...I feel that I really need to forgive myself for being naive...for trusting too much..for seeing only the good in people.I really need to move on and forget about you because I deserve more..
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